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what the freak? seriously. today has been ridiculous. i'm having difficulty focusing on any one thing... and i'm tired of hearing the people at work talk about politics. i've never been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder, but i think i may have that. i dunno. ok, there you go. I just diagnosed myself. I do have it. or maybe not. It's not that i wig out when i'm around a group of people... I just prefer to go to lunch with one, maybe two folks. dinner for that matter. or the movies. or a concert. it just makes things easier. it's less of a production. I hate productions. people = productions. It's a fact... I'm absolutely fine when all i have to worry about is me, myself and i. throw someone else into the mix and the world turns upside down. okay, maybe that's a bit of a stretch... but i can only concentrate on one thing at a time... and if i'm with ten other people you can bet that it won't be you... or anything you might say. i also hate meetings. i think i have a deficit in my attention disorder. i'll leave it at that... and we'll call it a day. please friday, get here. go palin.